I’ve still got plenty of room to learn… my skills have expanded hugely since I got here, but there’s always room for improvement you know… and someone will suggest something and oh yes, that’s a good idea… and everyone is constantly learning new things… you know all the time… there’s no shame in not understanding something… but then up until about a year ago I was someone who you know, I don’t need help… I could do it myself, you know I was really quite stubborn… and then you learn to accept the help and then you realise it’s not as embarrassing as you thought it would be, it’s really not, especially when you’re only like 19 years-old like me… I had to grow up quite fast, you know it’s one of those…

I mean you know [my girlfriend] miscarried and she’s got all these things, you know… pregnancy tests…